Monday, August 30, 2010

summer in summary

Today is the first Wednesday of Fall semester, and as I look back on this past summer, I see that it has been marked by this consistent sense of longing. It's been a season of longing to know and be known, to see and be seen, and to give and be given. In this never-ending cycle of trying to satisfy this longing, I have found one thing to be true:

The longing in our hearts are actually purposed to draw us to the Father.

I am drawn away. Jesus opens His hands and satisfies the desire of every living thing [Psalm 145:16]. I eat and dine from the very palm of His hand. How humbling...

My sister was sharing with me the other day about how everything in life is sustained by giving and receiving, without this exchange...we just wouldn't be. She explained how even in our breathing we are constantly having to exhale, give, and inhale, receive. It's the physical reality revealing the inward nature of man, that also reflects our Beautiful God who gave His life and who will then, one day, receive the reward of His suffering.

I love that. I want my life to have this natural exchange of giving and receiving, and I want it to be as easy as inhaling and exhaling-- it's just so refreshing, "a breath of fresh air," if you will.

Oh God, I surrender all my desires to You Jesus, and I say that I'm willing to have all that You desire for me now in this season. If that just means drawing closer still, then let it be.



On a lighter note: I soon will be posting some photos from my family's trip to NYC, and maybe a photo or two of a weekend retreat with Intervarsity. Yippee!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

until then

Summer is coming to a close and I'm still not sure what to make of it.... hopefully words will form soon. Until then, here are some photos of the past few days:

[we went on a photo excursion!]
[...and we found this quaint spot][This was part of someone's yard, so we made sure
we went unnoticed. sneaky sneaky, I agree][ole urban buildings that have been through the test of time...][A railroad crossing with the most beautiful blue backdrop! This was
along our walk to the restaurant after an Acts29 conference]